Day 361

Vacation is a wonderful word that has been vastly underused since we got married!

John with his Dad and brother Ian

It was so great to be able to travel to Pennsylvania and relax with friends and family. John loves being out of the house! Wandering the Mall just loving being free! Christmas has been everything we hoped for and more. 
Total peace and relaxation.
It was a celebration and reflection of a year of ups, downs and every direction in between!

John with his Mom

We begin our trip back to Massachusetts on the 31st December and John returns to work on the 2nd January. Now I would be lying if I (Amanda) said I was not anxious about this but I trust not only in God's faithfulness over us but in our amazing YWAM family that has been an invaluable support to us this year. Without them I don't know if we could have gotten through it. 

Here's to 2012, a year of healing, a year of progression. It takes time. The healing is coming... 

John and Amanda- Christmas 2011

Joy at Christmas

Christmas is such a special time; it is a time of joy, a time for family, a time for reflection.

Amanda and Dad in 2005

I always feel an unspoken pressure to be happy at this time of year, like somehow sadness is forbidden. I don't think I am the only one to feel this. For some, as for myself these past two years, Christmas time is one tinged with a lining of tears. If you have lost someone dear to you you will understand. Every Christmas tradition, every hymn has a memory of my Dad attached. I sing "O come all ye faithful" and I see us as a family singing at the carol service every year, I wrap the gifts and I think "What would I have bought him this year?".
So why do I share this?
I don't share it for sympathy or to make you sad but I share because i know there are many like me that grieve the loss of a loved one every Christmas. I want to express to those of you that can relate that it's OK to be sad at Christmas, it's OK to be broken and to miss that special someone. I love Jesus, I love His story and the hope Christmas brings but that doesn't mean I am not allowed to be a little sad.
This Christmas remember that the baby that was born over 2000 years ago became Jesus, a man acquainted with grief and sorrow, a man who understands our pain and wants to love us through it.
True joy comes not from circumstance but from our loving God;

"For God so loved the world that he gave his only son, that whoever shall believe in Him shall not perish but have eternal life"

Day 352

Wow this last month has flown by!

We are still reeling from the amazing news that just keeps coming! John said this morning, "I have had a persistent cough since college, I was even known for it! But these last few months I haven't coughed!" Wow I (Amanda) wept as he told me. How amazing.

John getting his immunizations! :)

Today was our last appointment before John rejoins the world. How long awaited this has been.

We travel to Pennsylvania for Christmas on the 22nd December and John is back at work on the 2nd January.

John's healing is amazing but, as we were reminded today, it is a process and one which will continue for years to come.

John's freedom is not without restriction. We can attend church but must avoid being in a large crowd and he must wear a mask and gloves. If you see us sitting at the back of the church away from people please don;t be offended.  He must avoid sick people as much as possible, he must avoid being with too many children or teenagers at once, he must avoid any harmful food, i.e. Food that's not cooked till hot (an example is of a big no no is Subway and all buffets), he must avoid excessive dust and construction work (not as easy as you think as we renovate a new ministry center at work). Above all we must protect John from any infection. His immune system is building slowly but we still have not seen any B cells, therefore no antibodies yet. The hospital gives him IGG (a dose of antibodies) once a month which will help him.

John made cookies for his Doctor, shaped like cells!

So as we enter this new season of hope being fulfilled we are still asking for those who love us to extend us extra grace. We are a few years out from any sort of normality. John, according to doctors, will never have a normal immune system but should build one that's better than any he has before! Praise God :)

Day 326

JOHN CATON IS HEALED!

Those words keep reeling in my (Amanda) mind. Can it be true? Those words I have longed to hear and John has longed to hear are finally being spoken! It's amazing to me, it stunts my speech and makes my head spin. He is healed. He is going to be ok. This changes our whole life! 

Tuesday was the day we saw Dr Antin, best doctor in the world! He was beaming :) He said John's T cells were nearly at normal human level! WOW! John with T cells! This is huge! We still wait to see if he will develop B cells but we are confident he will. 

We got the all clear to come home for Christmas so Indiana PA here we come! John returns to work 2nd January 2012.

Each day that passes comes a deeper realization of what this means. It brings with it a deeper level of gratitude for all God has done. 

God spoke, we listened, we obeyed and He was faithful.

We are amazed. I wish I had more to say but I am just so stumped; I am sure I will share more soon.

For now please celebrate with us :)  

Day 314

Apologies for not updating everyone sooner but there has not been much to report! What a lovely statement considering our first 6 months of this year. John had another appointment two weeks ago and the doctor was very happy again saying "Your lungs are sounding the best they have ever sounded!" This is just amazing. John, his whole life, has struggled with respiratory infections so to have lungs that sound clear is nothing short of a miracle!

Now the beginning of the end has begun. Two weeks ago John stopped taking one of his anti rejection drugs (Tacrilimus//Prograf) and has been great since! No signs of GVHD! We see the doctor again on the 22nd November and they will draw more tests to see if the immune system is building  still :) (The last test was August)

The next step is coming off the last anti rejection drug (Rapamune/Sirolimus) and then he will no longer be on any immune supressents! :)

As I (Amanda) look back on this year I cannot help the tears coming. Tears of gratitude that the words God spoke to us seem to be coming to pass. It still blows my mind to think that we are just a normal couple who prayed and asked God to speak to us and He did! He inclined His ears to hear our prayers. He listened all this year as we cried to Him from our beds (so often apart from one another). He knew the whole time that these days of blessing would come. That now today on day 314 we sit in awe of His faithfulness. O dear now I am crying as I type! And yes we have much to come, much news to still hear but today we are just overwhelmed with gratitude for our loving, powerful and faithful God.

Here's to more good news to come...

Day 289

He just keeps looking better and better!

John is doing so very well. We still await the big news, does he have B cells? Will he continue to create T cells and will they function effectively. So far all we know is slowly he is getting more and more T cells.

John was due to begin lowering his immune suppressants 3 weeks ago but due to a rash on his face it was delayed. John was prescribed an ointment to help with the rash but we have had many problems obtaining it from our pharmacy so here we are 3 weeks later with nothing! In the meantime the rash seems to be better. John was advised to also put a small amount of 1% hydro-cortisone on his face but it seems every time he does this the rash gets worse! Who knows why? 

As day 289 begins and John feels and looks normal the isolation is starting to become draining and difficult. The first 200 days were so crazy with sickness and hospitalizations that we never really had a second to think but now we have lots of time to think.  John wants so badly to be back at work, with his friends. Just to be able to go the store! 

The original plan at the start of this year was a 12 month isolation period but with all of the setbacks we have encountered and his immune suppressant tapering not even starting yet it is hard to imagine it would not be extended.  Truth is we are too scared to ask the doctors; the idea of his isolation being extended, even if just a month, is devastating. 

And so we pray on, and keep trusting God. We know the promises He has made to us and that his ways are very different to ours.  God out no time limit on His promise, we just know He is faithful. 

Update on our financial support: God has been blessing us so much! We now just need around $200 more a month; over a half of what we started needing!  If you are interested in joining our monthly support team email Amanda at electromand.ywam@gmail.com. Thank you so much for all who have responded to our need!

Transparency- Update

Dear Friends

Thank you so much for all of you who responded to our email last week. It was so good to hear so many of you related with our hearts and have been praying for us. We thank you also to those who are considering financially partnering with our ministry; either by monthly support or special one time gift.

We wanted to keep you updated on our needs, as promised.

This last week God has begun to bring us closer to our $400 extra support a  month. We have had 4 new people express their want to commit to support us monthly and one family raise their monthly giving! We are so thankful God put us on their hearts! We still await to hear exactly how much 2 of them are committed a month but we have an extra $55 a month coming in now! To God be the glory! And so we pray on and continue to ask you to pray with us, consider us in your monthly giving, and connect with us so together we can see God's kingdom expand not only in New England but the ends of the earth. As I type I think about the 1,111 people who gave their hearts to Jesus in Taiwan; so many of them had never heard the name of Jesus, never heard of a creator God- in fact one night our team did outreach in a square that had a temple which was dedicated to the "unknown creator God"! They got to tell people that the creator God is not unknown, He is real, He loves you, He is Jesus and He wants you to be in relationship with Him. What an amazing privilege to share God.

So our total now is $345 and we will keep you updated!


Thank you so much for taking the time to read this, be encouraged that God is working powerfully in our world :)

Connect with us to hear more...johnedwincaton@gmail.com

Much Love
John and Amanda

John and Amanda Caton